Thanks to EVERYONE who came to the party and made it SO FUN!

I didn't even pay a cent for the stuff for the party. THANKS GUYS

I already sent an email earlier but what the hey

Being a parent has its perks, and is the greatest feeling in the world......

but goddamn i get sick of it sometimes.  I try to do everything myself.  I work, I continue to go to college and I try not to make my family babysit my kid. When i'm off work and not studying, i have a kid on my lap so i can have time to write this entry. 

Her dad always makes excuses for not taking her on his days off.  Child support isnt just throwing part of your income damnit.  So on my off days im stuck with her.  It's not that its something i hate but i hate that i'm always hearing his bullshit.

I hardly even see my friends anymore....i feel that having her alienated me from society...

i do know a few people that hardly work, decided against college and make family watch the kids.  whatever bitches YOU are the parent and might as well act as one.

I understand being a mom and wanting those off days.  I have HALF A DAY OFF.  I havent seen a movie in a theater, i havent shopped for anything for myself.  I just need a fucking break sometimes.

i dont even know how to express this.  When i was 17 i hated having to be the babysiter, doing this watching the baby shit for nuttin..but at least i understand now and i try not to make my daughter a burden to my folks. i hate when people do that. but damn i need a break.

My LJ hiatus = FAIL

Hey!

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